So it's holloween. My parents got lazy this year and decided not to get candy to give to kids this year, but pretzel and peanuts this year. I dont know about you guys, but when i went to a house i expect candy not pretzels thats just not right. so we became "that" house this year. it's just like getting change. atleast give kids a dollar. so yeah i decided not to trick or treat today boohoo.

i was too busy worrying about applying to colleges. i want to get all that hustle and bustle over with now so i dont have to worry about it along the rode and i can spend the rest of my senior year just trying not to feel rather than trying not to fail while still trying to apply to a good college :].

thats how things are going right now basically. just living and going with the flow which i've learned is not something colleges want to here in applications. i havent excersisd in the past 2 days and i feel kind of slow. i promise myself i will tomorrow. i can't wait to go to the doctor my left knee is in so much pain when i try to bend it. i mean i can handle it but its just annoying and it's a bad sign so hah great. it's really hindering things but i work through it.

today i was a health care professional. meaning if you saw me you could mistake me for a number of things just as long as it's medical and require people carrying a stethoscope, wear rubber gloves, and wear scrubs. i hope i get my pics back from the party. maybe i'll put em up for something. oh joy.


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haha so i'm studying differentiation and all the rules used. very complex math for me. Especially since for the past few years i haven't learned anything and i'm trying to play catch up. i'm getting most of it i just dont know when to apply which. whihc is the biggest difficulty. i can't fail so i'm gonna work at this and slave myself. lol so much for being lazy.

anyway so i've been picking up tips on how to lineart and i have been playing around with photoshop recently trying to learn how to paint tone and line art. i am so lost lol. but i think i'm getting somewhere i've gotten better with layering. hopefully i can pick it all up quickly like i normally do.


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Why is it that in high school people get hyped up about homecoming king and queen and then near the end its prom king and queen. what exactly is their importance and significance. atleast in beauty pageants the winners actually do something afterwards for a cause atleast i hope so. i can't stand the people who care about getting on court. which i apologize about cause i've actually got several friends involved in the ordeal.

this one girl in school had to return a dress because she didnt make it to court. a lot of things are wrong with tha first off you dont know if you win or not. and second what makes her deserve to even be on court. people just get crazy. it's funny. people were fighting about it and what not it just turns into a mess. only thing i like about homecoming is that there is gonna be and dance and i can't wait to break out on the dance floor.

besides talking about kings and queens i just learned a really new card game called asshole. it's kinda like unoe style of playing cards but you play as many rounds as you want and obviously your all gonna drink because where sthe fun if you arent sober. now after winning the first round because you have no more cards left whoever lost all their cards first is teh president the last person is the asshole. the people in between are given postions for whoever lost their cards first after the preisdent did. now the fun part is the top dog can make anyone do anything he wanted. and then the next guy can rule anyone below him. so this works down until the asshole who takes everything you can dish at him. so this is fun since your all drunk. and then you continue playing rounds and after each round that determines who is what postion all over again.

its a fun game and you should look it up with your friends. you dnot need to be drunk but theres more consequences in doing so. so anyway yeah sorry for the long journal it just happens i guess. peaceasy

-ashimakase

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Yeah i am a fast reader. Wish me luck because i'm hoping i can finish this 340 something page In Cold Blood book by tonight. haha this'll be great. i dont knwo what a good reading time but i used to able to read 100+ pages an hour now i'm as slow as a snail. it's horrible. oh well this will be just great.

hmm looking for colleges havent decided what to do in life so on so on. fun stuff to have on your chest. senior year is going slow, but i have a feeling at the end of it all i'm gonna think it just went to fast. well living in the moment so lets hope that works to my benefit.

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i started doing a more in depth look at perspectives. since i usually just drew without the lines. the one i find the hards is spherical ones. i'm trying to finish this up for a contest. hopefully it comes out good.

speaking of perspectives truth is relative as well as dynamics. everything in our lives more or less depeds on us. so when they ay you believe the world revolves around us. in a certain aspect yes it does.

i have an anatomy test tomorrow and i dont have to go to school early today so i'm excited. haha i get to wake up at 9.

mm hope you like my new avatar

peaceasy. live love laugh.